Introduction
La Vie En Rose
My life in pink. I hate pink.
I am currently in this stage of life were everything is uncertain. Movies tell me 'dream big', 'catch your dreams', my folks tell me 'marks are the parameter of judging', 'work hard, there is on space for mediocracy in this world'. I'm not sure if everyone goes through what i am going through. I'm confused, chaos and instability are running through me creating havoc and buried in this frenzy I am unable to see clearly, unable to understand what I want, my purpose, the reason of my being.
The idea's I have now are both drilled into my head by my folk which could be right, I could be those things, but I'm not sure, Circling back to my confused mind. I don't have a plan and it scares me.
Recently a very special person told me that 'Change is inevitable' and he asked me if there could be any job in this world I could get, what would it be given the condition that there would be no pay, so no money influencing my decision. This cleared a little clutter in my head and got me thinking. What is it that I love. Even through all the indecisiveness, I am very certain of one thing, I want to do something I love. Well everybody does.
So, this blog marks the beginning of me trying, trying to find my one true love, the work I'm destined to do.
My life in pink. I hate pink.
I am currently in this stage of life were everything is uncertain. Movies tell me 'dream big', 'catch your dreams', my folks tell me 'marks are the parameter of judging', 'work hard, there is on space for mediocracy in this world'. I'm not sure if everyone goes through what i am going through. I'm confused, chaos and instability are running through me creating havoc and buried in this frenzy I am unable to see clearly, unable to understand what I want, my purpose, the reason of my being.
The idea's I have now are both drilled into my head by my folk which could be right, I could be those things, but I'm not sure, Circling back to my confused mind. I don't have a plan and it scares me.
Recently a very special person told me that 'Change is inevitable' and he asked me if there could be any job in this world I could get, what would it be given the condition that there would be no pay, so no money influencing my decision. This cleared a little clutter in my head and got me thinking. What is it that I love. Even through all the indecisiveness, I am very certain of one thing, I want to do something I love. Well everybody does.
So, this blog marks the beginning of me trying, trying to find my one true love, the work I'm destined to do.
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